my first crush

i thought this poem that i had written about my first crush(long back) would be an ideal start

my first crush
when i turn around and see you there,
i feel something very rare,
i want to tell you that i care,
but all i do is stand and stare...............

my friends think i am a fool,
when i tell them you are cool,
they tell me there are better ones,
but i prefer you to other funs..........

everyday i wait for you,
hoping for a glimpse or two,
i never felt like this before,
i am just not the same girl anymore..........

and then one day i saw you with her,
talking as if the world was a blur,
hot jealousy pierced through me,
when i realized n my first crush was not to be..........

my heart drooped,
my shoulders stooped,
after my first crush failed,
all other joys seemed to have paled..........

on my vehicle,one day,i went to the market,
stood there wondering where to park it,
"may i help you?" drawled a voice rich and lush,
turning around i found my second crush.